"A BALLET OF LOVE AND RELATIONS"

Once upon a time there was a princess.She lived in an hunky dory world where all her desires,all her dreams got fulfilled...She had nothing to regret.The moment she asked for something,it was kept in her plate...She was boogieing in her fancy world....Slowly and steadily she became so clamorous that now she wanted just about anything in this world..

One day her eyes fell on a beautiful bird ,flying high and high,

Pompously it sat ,infront of the princess,singing in melody,flattering its colourful wings.

The princess looked perturbed.Doused with anger,she told her pawns,"Get that bird for me ,Anyhow!"

Ahha the princess was jealous,afterall she had everthing but no wings.

And there came her pawns,her knights with aim at the bird..

they tried everything but all went in vain.

The princess felt atrocious.

Day and night ,she kept thinking about the bird.

Her callous heart had just one aim.

She wanted that bird anyhow!

Now all she could use was the dagger of love to trap the bird.

The next day when the bird sat on her castle ,singing a melodious poem,

She sang for it too.

Slowly it became a routine and the bird was no longer afraid of the princess.

And The princess fell in love with the bird.

Now came the dillema,

She didnt want to hurt its feelings but at the same time she wanted it for lifetime.

It had become her priced possesion.

So finally a day came when over powered by her emotions,she caught the bird and kept it in a cage.She appologised to the bird and doused it in pearls and emeralds.

Everyday she sang for it and flaunted it infront of her friends......but the bird never sang after that.

Slowly its feathers started getting wethered.

It no longer looked beautiful...

days passed and its condition got worst....

the princess showered all her love on it,

she got the best treatment for it but all in vain.

And one day the bird died.

The princess was left in tears ..............

She took the bird out and with it fell a letter...She opened the letter and read,

"

"Ohhh lovely princess!

I know you loved me,

I loved you too

Thats why I sang for u....

But the day u concotted to mitigate against me,

And the day U fell a trap to cage me....

I died!

Yes I died that day itself,

No ,Not because I didnt trust your love,

I knew u wud love me all your life...

I knew u wud care for me day and night...

But that wud not be me....

My identity was my freedom,

That was my emperium,

Spreading my wings,I used to start my day...

Higher and higher ,I used to fly in may.

I had an identity,that used to reflect my soul,

and that applies to humans too....

Each one of your friends is unique,

and that is their identity....

Its a lesson of life,take it as my last wish,

Donot ever ask any of your friends to sacrifice their identity for your love,

They may do it happily today,but that will be their last day.

Give space to you loved ones,let them be what they are

Let them fly higher and higher in may and mar

And the day ull do that,You life will blosom like a sunflower.

Afterall even a plant cant grow without space and air "

Beyond engineering....the journey continues!!!

So ,finally I am an Engineer....Lately my final semester result was declared and I scored 83.8 % marks.I got what I wanted ,a 76 % aggregate.Now I am an engineer with an honours degree.:) :)

It was a hedonic feeling...I was elated but comparing it with my previous results ,the happiness level was low..I wondered why?I had scored my engineering career best in the final sem but still ,I wasnt feeling that happy as I used to feel earlier.

May be It was because now these marks hold a very small value ...Now the goal had changed to creating a good future,a scintillating career.

There are many engineers out there....I am just a droplet added to this ocean of engineers.

Though I dont like compromising today's happiness for tomorrow's but this time I want to make it anyhow.

Here my mind is recalling a few inspiring lines from

Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening

by Robert Frost

The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

Waiting for my Tata Consultancy Services' joining and would be taking CAT this year...Lets see what transpires.

Keeping my fingers crossed...I know God will show me the right path.

THATS LOVE FOR ME!!

A few months back,when a friend of mine asked me…Can you define love for me?When can you say you are in love?

I smiled and closed my eyes,

All I could say was this………….

You feel like dancing even when there is no music on.

You feel like smiling even when noone has cracked a joke.

You can smell his fragrance in the air even when he is miles away.

Your eyes twinkle when they see him and

if he is not there infront of you,

They look for him.

When he holds your hand,you feel as if the whole world’s your stage

And you feel like a princess….his princess !!

If you are tensed or sad,you can easily manage that but if he is…. ,

Your whole world falls apart,

You feel like fighting the whole world,just to bring that smile back on his face.

Before meeting him,you pray only for yourself but after meeting him,

you beg for his smiles,his happiness,his success,

He simply steals your soul and comfortably resides there inside you,

your heart calls his name every second instead of lub-dub :)

Even if you are an introvert ,you feel like sharing everything with him,

Even if its something related to brushing your teeth :)

You feel like listening to him for hours,

And You wont be able to sleep at night without listening to his “hello”

When he is not around ,you crave for him,

You miss him badly,

You feel like curling yourself inside his arms,

You feel utmost protected inside his arms,

Even when you know, he is no superman.

That’s love :)

I replied.

P.S Heys guys!I am so sorry for not reading your posts.I am very busy thz days.Hope

you will understand,I will come back soon..:)

Take care!!

Just a joker!!!!

I danced like a lummox,

people laughed at me,

I was a joker

I was made to laugh at.

I hid my face behind colours and smiles

people came

attracted to me.

I thought they loved me

How silly I was ,

a perfect joker

they came to suffice their ulterior motives,

and I was so naive

I was just a puppet for them,

When I danced to their tunes,

they smiled with me and

drenched me with love

And when I didn't ,

I was a mere toy for them

Worthless!!uselesss!!

I cried for I had felt bad,

I was torn into pieces but

I had to get up

I was a joker

and jokers dont have emotions,

they cant feel bad

they must forgive and forget their pains

and must perform the act with perfection,

the act of dancing to the tunes of its master

else the master will get upset

What if he never cared for my emotions,

I loved him.....

I was just a joker ,

The leitmotif of my show was predefined

I just had options

Act or get shunned!

My chicanery makes you laugh,

what more can I ask for,

I must live by the rules laid by my master

thats my life

the act must be performed to the tee

hiding all fears,

all tears,

the act of brightening the lives of people I love!

After all I am just a joker.....

P.S I know the poem is distorted but I wanted to write what I felt.I wanted to break myself free from the gamut of emotions that had engulfed me.

Take care and thanks to all of you..You guys are really an important part of my life now.You have become my close knit family.

Thanks for being there.

AWARDS!!!!

"Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I may not forget you."Thats the power of encouragement.

I was happy blogging,lost in my own world.

I used to see people flaunting awards on their blog,

I wondered, Am I not worthy of these awards?

My ego said, yes but my conscience said ,Forget about the awards,

First, fully,Commit yourself to your work,

As it is said in Gita,karam kar phal ki chinta na kar,

I gave my blog my best and appreciation came so subly and unexpectedly,

Wow!!What a day ...I feel like dousing myself in pearls and emeralds,

Its my gala night.

6 awards in a day..I feel blessed to have such friends who value my work.What more can I ask for!!

Thank you so so much!!!!

1)The First award goes to

From Whom

I was graced with this award by shilpa

To Whom

And I’d like to pass this to..

1. Akshat
2. Skywalker
3. Number
4. Manju
5. Pramoda
6. Amit
7. Gloria

And The Rules

Link the person who tagged you.
Copy the image above, the rules and the questionnaire in this post.
Post this in one or all of your blogs.
Answer the four questions following these Rules.
Recruit at least seven (7) friends on your Blog Roll by sharing this with them.
Come back to BLoGGiSTa iNFo CoRNer(PLEASE DO NOT CHANGE THIS LINK) at http://bloggistame.blogspot.com and leave the URL of your Post in order for you/your Blog to be added to the Master List.

Questions & Your Answers:
(i) The person who tagged you: Shilpa Garg
(ii) His/her site's title and url: http://shilpaagarg.blogspot.com/

(iii) Date when you were tagged: 16 September 2009

2)The second and third Award goes to

From Whom

I was graced by the following awards by Harini

To Whom

1. Rohini prasanth
2. Arnav
3. Gloria
4. Vandana slathia
5. Sathish

3) The fourth and fifth Award goes to.....

To Whom

This award goes to

1. Akshat
2. Jaunty anima
3. Rahil Choudary
4. SkyWalker
5. Number
6. Sobhit

4)The Sixth Award goes to....

To Whom

This award goes to.....

1. Simba tago
2. K.parthasarthi
3. VJ Sophie
4. Yellow TUlip
5. Gautam
6. Arjun
7. Timoteo

And The Rules:

the award, post it on your blog together with the name of the person who has granted the award, and his or her blog link.

Pass the award to other blogs that you’ve newly discovered.

Remember to contact the bloggers to let them know they have been chosen for this award.

Woww!!!I will end this ceremony with this quote

"Give people often but dont expect in return,Your world will start smiling"

Take care

YOU ARE MY REAL HERO!!

Hey guys!!I wanted to write this post almost a month back,but it kind of slipped out of my mind.

It was one of my friends birthday and he gave us a "kaminey treet".So we went out and watched kaminey.The movie portrays two twins, one character is gud and honest and the other dark and dishonest..The Movie is all about how the gud is able to get his love back fighting out against the dishonest society...where everyone is dishonest including his brother,the police and the ministers...Now is it not the reality of this new world.Seriously it hurts me a lot when someone who is honest and nice is bullied by the so called dishonest and bad heroes of the society.Yaa in the todays world everything bad is considered cool and gud is looked down upon and laughed at.

Drunkards and smokers are the new trailbrazers.

Corruption!! yaa they say without money there is no honey...then what should a poor do.

Ethics and principles hold no value.The slogon is "Just get your work done ANYWAYS."

People have become so bereft of their emotions that it has become difficult for them to hold on to a single relation..BREAK UP is now as easy as breaking a mirror with a hammer.And without any travails they start a new relation the very next day.

All this is cryptic for me..It is just not sinking in.

And that man who is genuinely good and nice seems to me like an endangered specie who may give up anytime fighting against these KAMINEYS.

That person seems to me like a prey fighting hard against the python...I feel like protecting him against all dangers because if he will give up,honesty will give up,goodwill will give up.

So this poem is dedicated to that person who is good,who has started feeling that he is the only alien here in this world.

So here it goes.

There are times in life, when, you have to fight to prove yourself right,

Fight ,because you are actually right.

Donot give up.

There are times, When there are two ways to do a thing,

All may take the easier way but your conscience says go the other way,

Listen to it and follow the right path.

So what if you are alone, You are right.

Never give up.

There are times when it is easier to leave and difficult to hold on,

Hold on because if you won;t then who will.

You are the choosen one .

Donot give up.

There are times in life when you feel that the whole concept of goodwill is fake,

Think again because if that was the case Jesus wouldn't have bee worshipped.

Inspire yourself.

Donot give up.

There are times when you feel alone in a crowd,

See again ,everyone has something good in him,

Help him,Bring that out.

But never give up.

There are times when you might have won by taking a shortcut in life,

Think again ,you may have won the race but you must have lost the respecting eyes.

So even if it takes ten races to register a win,donot lose hope ,

It is more blessed to give than to receive.

So Never give up..............................................:)